Everything happens for a reason, but it seems like it's usually the bad things that happen in order for good things to happen. Things going on with my mom, my brother, my job, money, everything.
My mom's health isn't the best. It's hard for her to get well and stay that way. I worry that she may have something seriously wrong with her, and that's on my mind a lot. What if it's cancer? It's bad enough that something has to be wrong, but if it's that? I don't know what we would do...
My brother has been in trouble. But more than that, he's been drifting away from the family. Sure we all still live together, but he's not as close to us any more. He's always stuck up his girlfriend's ass, and she's at our house ALL of the TIME! It would be one thing if she just lived there and paid some money to stay with us like my boyfriend does, but she lives there, eats, sleeps, uses resources, and doesn't pay a single cent. She's a freeloader... Of course this causes more problems between my brother and us, and he feels like we're rejecting him because of his girlfriend, and that probably makes him feel like he's being pushed away, but it's not like that. We just don't see it as being fair, but he's a stubborn ass who can't SEE that.
As for my job, I lost it. I was making $9.00 an hour at the factory, and they terminated my employment because I had pictures of my family and stuff on the computer. I was not TOLD I couldn't have these pictures on the computer, and I assumed it was alright because everybody else had personal pictures on the computers, and one guy's files even had porn! The only warning I got at work was a popup that came up and said that we couldn't view anything with porn, violence, or weapons. Nothing about having pictures on the computer. The whole time my supervisors came into the office, they never said a single word about my baby's pictures being up on my screen as my wallpaper. Now they're trying to hassle me because I filed for unemployment and they're trying to appeal it. It's bad enough we're scraping by on the skin of our teeth, but then I lost my job and now they're trying to screw me over like that? Things are just so rough...
At least I got a different job now. A better job, but for MUCH less pay. I'm working the front desk at one of the hotels here in town, and it's only $6.50 an hour for four days a week, but it's a great job so far. Let's just hope this job stays good...
I keep buying powerball tickets, thinking that maybe I'll hit it big and suddenly have all my problems taken care of, but even that's looking dreadful. Let's face it... People like me don't win lotteries...
So that's the news for now. The baby is good. She's had a fever, but her 3rd tooth cut through. She quit minding me when I was trying to teach her 'no', and she would rather have grandma than me, but at least she's mine, and that's what matters most. She's my light. She's so funny and crazy. And SO SMART! Adam is fine. We argue about a lot of things, but it's common stuff for a couple to argue about. He still wants to marry me, so there's that... lol
Catch you later.
XOXOX
Love,
~ me ~
current mood:
worried
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